Can’t Feel the Change

I’ve been doing drugs for about 25 years and I’ve been in jails and prisons in New York for about 10-12 years.  I’m now 48 and there has been no hope in my life.  Every time I’m (released) I go back to the same people, places & things.  Those are the only things I know how to do.  Right now I’m in the box.  I’ve been here for 6 years with 95 days left.  When I get out of here and go on parole, I need to find new habits.  It is so hard to stay straight because in New York, drugs are everywhere.  Look, I’ve been in church so many times, but all I ever do is to back to what I know.  I just don’t feel anything in church. Mel talks about Jesus, that only He can set me free. Pray for me.      

 Efrain V., New York